1. |
Pandemonium
01:21
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2. |
Collapsed Lungs
02:24
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looking for answers, nothing seems to change
gasping for air, pressure breeds pain
lungs are collapsing, i’m fucking adapting
ringing in my ears and it’s everlasting
suffer forever.
flirting with death until it’s my time
back and forth scenarios in my mind
everyone leaves, no fucking peace
internally combust as i fucking scream
suffer forever
this pain i sever
fucked from the start with an ending so bleak
life isn’t what they make it out to seem
give me a break, it’s not what you think
pressure’s building up as my stomach sinks
what the fuck now?
what else could go wrong?
i walk the long way home
punished by this blight of my own
life is a pain that just won’t suffice
fixated on the reapers scythe
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3. |
Alone in a Crowd
02:18
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lost in a mindset of constant confinement
dissociated from this fevered environment
faces go by in the blink of an eye
a permanent process that i can’t deny
trying to figure out how to relate
to this feeling of somber i can’t seem to shake
so i keep my thoughts to my fucking self
because you disappear when i ask for help
i mind my business, you put a knife to my throat
you take what’s mine and you claim that it’s owed
you poison my mind with threats as i choke
i pray they find you hanging from a barbed wire rope
i’m alone in a crowd, i hear a deafening sound and it’s so fucking loud
the haunting voices whispered in my ear make themselves so clear
they lead me to believe that this life’s not for me i try to find a way out
hostility becomes reality until i’m not around
vows of violence
ends in silence
violence grows
reality unfolds
i am frantic
i suffer alone
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4. |
Chipped Teeth
01:48
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situations in my fucking head
gritting my teeth in misery
losing composure, i’m losing my mind
while you just sit back and pretend things are fine
a crooked portrayal, drenched with guilt
an antagonized demeanor is what you’ve built
anxiety is building, teeth turn to dust
panic consumes me, you try to force trust
nerves and patience are wearing thin
succumbed to the eyes of a menacing grin
tension is chipping away at my teeth
it’s killing me
pounding my face into concrete
i hope you'll see
i don’t want to deal with reality
i’m done dealing with this flawed reality
clenched fists, anticipating death
put it all on the line to relieve the stress
better off alone in the fucking end
motherfucker
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5. |
Nervous Wreck
01:01
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endless cycles, pinching vitals
hesitation starts to spiral
anxiety
my eyes are bleeding, nerves are freaking
mind is over-fucking-thinking
looking for a sense of solace
perceptions of a broken promise
anxiety
terrified so i close my eyes
you treat me differently and i don’t know
why you point out all of my mistakes
you make yourself feel better while i look for escape
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6. |
Stabbed by the Pressure
01:54
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why change my mind when my whole life i’ve been fine?
your mistakes pile up and composure declines
you tell me that i’m missing out
your priorities that surface leave no doubt
your main concern that you’ve brought to light
shows that you have a blistered sight
you’re fabricating excuses now
but there’s only so much that i’ll sit back and allow
gritting my teeth
while you plead
you continue to fucking speak
on how you think my mind is weak
no regard for self control
you just take the dice and let them roll
consciousness is fading out
pleasure for you and nobody else
i’m on the verge of cracking now
so keep your thoughts to yourself
gritting my teeth
while you plead
sensations of violence are guaranteed
turmoil fills your life - that won’t suffice
a state of fear in your eyes - no end in sight
malfunction from your lies so blind
no fucking vice
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7. |
Frenchtown
02:05
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white coats and bloodshot eyes
sirens echo through the night
a winter chill runs down my spine
the gutters are home to a final goodbye
the choir sings, an angel dies
a victim of life runs out of time
an overdose, a suicide
neglected by a calloused mind
no serenity here, it’s all a disguise
they’ll never see the world through my eyes
the streets - they antagonize
with anguished cries
cold steel pressed to my head
swift pull of the trigger, i’m fucking dead
fear consumes you as i smile and stare
life isn’t kind so why are you scared?
negotiations with life
blank stares fade into the dark of the night
kicking rocks to pass the time
i bury the thoughts in the back of my mind in the meantime
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8. |
Grasp of a Nightmare
01:44
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feel the embrace of a terror’s hate
every time i close my eyes
i hope to escape my mind
constant fear of looking behind
same consequences, the end is nigh
calling out for fucking help
echoes of silence
all my nightmares, they still pull me further fucking inside
tossing and turning as i grasp my bed
a feeling of helplessness filling my head
the walls are all moving as i’m filled with dread
my dreams turn to nightmares again and again
bled dry from the torment inside
biding time before i die
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9. |
A Vivid Curse
02:14
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a family member, a fucking friend
another death, can’t comprehend
a guilty conscience that cannot mend
no more tears to fucking shed
reminiscing, self conflicting
i can’t take it, somethings missing
a twitching eye closed so tight
haunted by a familiar sight
hoping this is just a dream
not actually reality
can i catch a break for just one second?
happiness vanishes and turns to aggression
talking to myself in hopes of avoiding
a similar fate that’s fucking destroying me
here today, gone tomorrow
happiness fades to sorrow
another life can’t be borrowed
a vivid curse, no tomorrow
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10. |
Asylum of Pain
02:01
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pain and agony find me
sanity is just out of reach
forced to cope with anxiety
losing control silently
i look around at all the eyes
while you sit back and feed me lies
a downward spiral, eternal sleep is vital
i try to make sense but all i get is denial
burdened by failure
lacerations
wounds of hatred
forced concussions to drown out the light
can’t adapt when there’s no end in sight
anguish thoughts fill the void of my life
stabbed by the blade of a sinister knife
welcome to paradise
where everyday is a struggle to compromise
empathetic motherfuckers do not exist
my nerves are shot as i swing my fists in bliss
infliction
affliction
asylum of pain
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11. |
ThirteenTwelve
02:09
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you act like you’re above the law
while they’re face down with a broken jaw
you’re making up excuses
while faces are left with fucking bruises
fuck your brutality, fuck your bullshit
a dirty cop with a crooked wit
denying the obvious we clearly see
a system corrupt in the first degree
you try to silence those who speak out
you hide your intentions, you’re so fucking proud
your teeth are ingrained in this fucking brick
i use to smash you in the mouth with
fuck your brutality, fuck your bullshit
you feed off their pain until they submit
accountability is long overdue
your abuse of power is fucking through
violence is the only answer
no justice, no peace
gut a pig, watch them fucking bleed
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12. |
Blurred Visions
02:40
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safe and sound, sounds good to me
but that’s not a reality
happening inside my head
is a war with no end
you manipulate, you insinuate
i try to find a fucking break
feelings aren’t reciprocated
you leave me fucking stranded
a force of neglect
builds reluctance next
words so lethal
like a needle
scorching my soul
grown accustomed to your berating
criticized for fucking living
a stifling grasp drenched in deceit
reaches out to once again greet
feelings that are forced are only temporary
you choose to give up when you don’t like what you see
words so lethal
like a needle
scorching my soul
no more control
every breath turns into screams
my mind is cracking at the seams
your whimpers bleed lies
i finally see through the fucking disguise
my eyes roll to the back of my head
to another realm where terror is spread
reflections of chaos that breed in my surroundings
reflections of chaos so visually deafening
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